Killing It!

Man am I bad at this blogging thing XD.

But I'm gonna get better! It's one of my resolutions!

Just like this rad journey of getting an obnoxiously sexy post-prego body. I want to be the hot mom. I want to be the eye candy. Once upon a time, I used to believe that would never happen. But not anymore! It's totally going to happen. I have no doubt!

Every year I pick a theme song. Last year was Florence+Machine's "Shake It Out". I felt way emo and kind of left behind, what with the whole getting pregnant in the midst of trying to find myself, and it just felt right.

This year it's Katy Perry's "Roar". All. The. Way.

I am going to kill this year like you wouldn't believe! In fact, I think I've already done a pretty damn good job of killing this year already...and we're only 3 weeks in! I feel so good right now. I'm already stronger. I'm seeing results, if only barely...but I feel great. There is considerably less jiggle when I walk. I ran...like actually ran - we're talking 6 mph on the treadmill...I wouldn't have been able to do that a month ago. About the only thing I still can't really do are side planks. That shit is tough, people. But I'm working on it.

I'm currently doing what I was originally doing last year. Following the workout calendar over at Blogilates. I love, love, LOVE this woman. And judge me if you want, but little miss Cassey Ho is totally great at keeping me motivated. She's happy and upbeat and has this crazy way of always knowing when I'm about ready to stop something and telling me to keep it up. She's like magic. I started following pretty hard core when I got the OK from the doc to hit the gym again, and when I started I had no clue I would have the results I'm already having. It's crazy. And her 12 week meal plan is pretty delish to boot.

I have goals. Goals that might seem a little crazy. But my motto with everything is "Go big or go home!" (I need to make a printable and hang it everywhere in my house I think...) But here is my map!

(I've typed and erased this a bajillion times because I'm actually going to put numbers that people I know might actually see...it's HARD...oh man. Ok. Remember I was pregnant!)

215 by February 15 - which I'm already ahead of this!
200 by March 29 - Golden Birthday! Oh yeah!
180 by June 5 - oh that's a little scary...but totally doable if I keep this pace!
150 by Mid October

I can do it! I am SO confident I can do it this time around. I'm a ways away, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel; I can see the possibility of a super fit, super-hot-mom version of me. I'm quite the fan of it!

I've redone my "Reward For Awesome Weight Loss!" system: (eventually I make this a pretty graphic)
(based off lost pounds obviously)

5 - Sports Bra Met! 1-20-14
10 - Yoga Pants
15 - Workout Shirts
20 - Birthday Outfit
25 - Lush Shopping Trip
30 - "Always" Tattoo - to add to my Dark Mark
35 - Victoria Secret Shopping Trip
40 - Etsy Jewelry Binge
45 - Swim Suit
50 - Cosplay Photo Shoot
55 - Thigh Tattoo Touch Up
60 - Awesome Goth Tights Binge
65 - Lingerie
70 - Corset
75 - Labyrinth Tattoo Add On
80 - Boudoir Shoot From Powder Puff Pin Up

 I keep this bad boy posted in front of my face in my awesome fit journal where I can see it multiple times a day. I can't wait to reach the end! I've been drooling over Powder Puff Pin Up for years now.

So yeah. I have a lot of work to do...but different from every other year, I'm actually succeeding!

Awesomeness!

edit: it's really been a month since I've posted anything?! I really AM bad at this...